jasmine☆ ;

Friday, March 27, 2009

♥ i don't feel the heartache i should have felt :x

i don't know why i keep hurting the ones around me.
i didn't realised i hurt them until.
don't wna say anymore.
i'm sorry for my fucked up attitude.
veryvery sorry:(
( they know why they are lah lol )

my eyes used to be very big.
but now it is super small-.-
&that's the reason why i keep on complaining to jeanette:x
( sorry dear for standing my naggings )

i enjoy sitting @the back of the class because...
there's jeanette with me!
there's asyqah ( my beloved hor. ) &hafizah ( my love! ) sitting infront of us.
we always disturb each other one bwhahahaha!
&there's khairil&jj near us to disturb:x
looooooooooooool.

now it seems like the whole world knows i want LG VIEWTY KU990 :X
lool.
jj&joan, meiting, calvin agrees with viewty.
so i decided to get it!:D

the problem is my future phone isn't pink in colour because that damn-it model is out of stock.
x.x

but!!!
next time when peggy sis&i meetup we will be carrying the same phone okie!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee[:
so excited for our next meetup:x

APRIL FASTFAST COME!(:
&time really flies.
now it is end-of-march.
i've done NOTHING!
never practice/memorise stuffs.

wth?-.-
i reminded myself many times to do revision over the weekends &see?
haiyah i don't know what's in me=="

the happiest thing for me is that i've cleared everything off my mind!
feel so happy now:x
i have no one in my mind,
i don't feel sad ( like how i used to. )
i'm not emo anymore ( like how i was. )
i still have frequent headaches.
i still have swollen eyes.
i love all my friends+my family.
i love my mum the most because she's buying my viewty:x
i'm trying to matchmake calvin&jeanette don't spoil my plan lol.
trust my judgement.
bwahahahahah:x

anyway!
i asked cousin ' what's love ' on our way to school yesterday morning:x
so she's like ' O.O '
looooooooooooooool.

so farneyzxzxzzxzxzxx can!
i wore red house &i'm from another house.
then during house meeting,
i was like HUHHHHHHHHHH! because i wore red.
not yellow not green but red!
brenda went to red house with me lah(:
thanks brenda:D
neheheheheh!

glanced around crescent while waiting for the rest to finish their bball match,
i thought of the bball court w/o us there next time.
when we graduate from this school,
will we play bball there again?
will our friendships stay as strong as now?
will we keep in contact?
will we still go out as often like now?
or maybe,
we won't come back to THAT school but we're meeting outside isntead:D

who wants to come back to this school which has no toilet paper at all HMMPH.
&ALSO!
i'm super uber frustrated because CCA/CIP!
it's mostly under him okie.
now that he's gone,
who can we find to claim those points?!

&i once told him before that i will scream @whoever removes the carpet.
we pasted the carpets one by one, corner to corner, CAREFULLY!
&now,
its removed.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

i'm ultra ( to the maximum ) happy that we're graduating from the ( trying-to-save-electricity-because-they-do-not-want-to-switch-on-aircon ) place.
like hello?
if that's the purpose of having aircon.

maybe i should ask my mum to do this too.
( ki-siao-.- )

damn the potassium hydroxide.
( credits to veronica. )
i hate this chemical can.
or should i say compound? :x
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

happy thang!
HELPING MS MAS TO ADVERTISE:D
28th MARCH 2009
SWITCH OFF YOUR LIGHTS FROM 8.30-9.30PM to show that you support saving the EARTH!:D

my mum is giving me the ' ==" ' face when i told her this-.-

&I LOVE CHEN QIUHUA LAO MA.
but she don't wna accept my love LOL.
( we ain't lesbohs loool. )

going out with jess&huixia my lao ma tmrww to ktv.
( i wna go kbox ._. )

lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUTUB KHAN:D
dog!
remember i owned you^^
happy 16th birthday:D :D :D :D :D