Wednesday, March 11, 2009
♥ move on.
i've thought for a long time.
seeing my grades deproving,
from bad to worse for some subjects-
i really felt helpless.
i couldn't or perhaps
dare not imagine my parents' reaction when they saw the report card tmrww.
i always wanted to study hard, play hard, &mark my happily ever after.
but it never come true.
7+ more months &POOF! bid beibei to big O.
i felt helpless when i saw my result.
it totally sucks.
( although its better than last years but i think i can improve on it. )
&i don't think it is as serious as the doctors had mentioned,
i don't think the consequence will be that scary.
oh whatever.
like i give a damn lol.
since we can't stop the time,
i can't numb myself to anythang now,
why not just move on?
i want a better quality of life!
i want a higher standard of living.
i want to pursue a higher education.
i want my family&friends to be happy.
of course i had a long list of materialistic for myself:/
haha.
i've longed to move on,
i shall end everythang here.
foolstop.
beibei to everythang.
i shall start a new chapter here,
a smiling one.
i've read 3chapters of Remember Me by Sophie Kinsella.
( must remember because she took my book away heh. )
starting another book!(:
3 more section B's for biology TYS.