Sunday, March 1, 2009
♥ second lesson learnt.
i feel so numb now.
everythang is so zhun.
the fortune cookie was so accurate.
the horoscope is so zhun.
( not saying i'm superstitious, it's super true. )
going out for lunch soon,
might be back for many updates,
or maybe none cause i will be out?
i find this world so.
hard to breathe?
or maybe because,
im dumb?yes, you're right.im stupid im dumb im innocent i don't know anything im cheated easily because i trust people easily im retarded because im stupid.maybe i should have heed your advice earlier, right?instead of feeling so fucking remorseful now.i should have listened to you.sigh.tell me,
whose shoulder can i cry on now?
stop saying i love to cry.
or tell me who can i pour my sorrows to?
sometimes i wish i just had stomach cancer &travel the world instead of sitting for the dumb O &stomach aching like fuckass.
i don't wish to talk to anyone now.
i think i should start an isolation.
i think i should have a breakthrough.
don't bother to highlight cause i did not hide anythang here.
fuck.